…. bringing an entirely different set of
emotions to my mind; emotions that are very definitely feminine and that
address a desire deep inside of me to be attractive so I might influence a
potential partner to sleep with me. It’s the sex of that partner that is
quite a surprise to me once I realize and recognize the thoughts. I’m
thinking of being bedded by a man! Of making a man desire me, to want me,
to make love to me. I’m thinking of how wonderful it would feel to have a
man deep inside of me. And yet, at the very same time, I’m also thinking
about being in bed with another woman! I remember how wonderful a woman’s
skin feels in my hand, her soft breasts, the warmth of her body next to
mine, of the damp heat between her legs and the velvety smoothness inside
of her. …..
Zitat
Female inside 